Saturday, June 25, 2005
[[I Feel Retarded]]
I felt totally retarded during the advance dance audition... Haiz...My mood totally sank to its lowest today...
I realise I've been having mood swings for a few days already... it just happens to be the worst today...
Yup, I really had quite a hard time catching the steps during the audition... and not to mention coordinating my body well... but I seriously feel the steps given by Ryan was damn hard to grasp the "essence"... But anyway I think we'll all probably get pass the audition, but I will feel stressed cos that might be the pace Ryan sets for his advance classes in the future... I'll surely die man~
Well, after tat... we stayed back to learn the dance steps for Graduation Day performance... it involves more or less some street jazz moves... and once again... I felt retarded... haa~ But I'm still considering to get myself involve in the show cos I'm worried for my studies... but yet I dun wish to lose the chance to dance *ponders* *stress*
Hmm... at least I managed to calm down after tat...Oh, I went to work after tat... there's alot of kids at playcenter today... as usual la... and I realised tat some adults can be really stupid n dumb... or perhaps ppl nowadays just have no sense in wat they do...
Ppl can really be greedy too... tats so irritating...
And perhaps... its high time for me to reflect on my pathetic life again...I wana learn driving and dance @ Studio WU....
Just Xuan blabbering @
Saturday, June 25, 2005