The Girl ;

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Rong Xuan. Yong Suan.
12th Jan
Capricorn
Tampines North Pri, Temasek Sec, SRJC, Temasek Poly (Biomedical Science)
Contact: ah_girl86@hotmail.com

Speak no Evil ;



Indulges In ;


Eating habits:
Loves fine dining~
Choco-holic. Sushi-taster. Pizza-addict. Mushroom-picker. Yogurt-slurper.
Bubble tea, green tea, cocktails, pure milk.

My LifE:
Study. Eat. Sleep. Play. Money
Blog. Dance. K-Box. Shop. Work. Skate. Cycle. Bowl. Pool. Pub. *Yawnz*
Wishes On ;


MOney n More MoNey
Be less Lazy
Be an Air Stewardess
Have better time management
Go on a holiday esp Thailand to shop!
Learn Swimming
Learn Driving
Sign up for the 3G DIVA course @ Studio WU
Go for Make-up course
A Prince Charming

*[[____ My photo albums ((: `-//*

[ *album 1 ]
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*album 2 (dance) ]
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*album 3]

Her Exits;

*My other Blog ] *PUTUS ] *Aloy *Boo ] *Boo2 ] *Cyndi ] *Daddi ] *Edmund ] *Fellie ] *Fellie2 ] *Huilin ] *Hui Ping ] *Jaslyn ] *Junie ] *Jimmy ] *Jessi ] *Jessica ] *Kelvin ] *Louise ] *Mojo Jojo ] *NingZhi ] *Poodle ] *Samuel ] *ShiQin ] *Vanessa ] *Vicky] *Xiao Li ] *Xiao Pei-Er ] *Yayin ] *Yuesi ] *Yuesi2 ] *Chao Ta boy ] *Xia Xue ] *JJ ] *Shopofstuffs ] *Reddottie ]
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

[[Save me from myself.]]

Well, it dawned upon me that the fate of certain things had been fixed... but only now. All those happenings were only known after I wandered out of my nut shell ... perhaps I was just one step too late.. and now I cant change anything... perhaps it might just remain as a form of regret till den...

I'm hurt.

On the other hand, I oso realised that sometimes the situation is not meant for us to choose... like wat they say: "Forcing some things to work may turn out even worse" and so, its better for us to leave or get hurt in the end.

Anyway its a deadly vicious cycle to keep thinking about certain things.
From the moment I open my eyes till before I sleep. And even when I'm sleeping.

Stress. Responsibilites. Money. Relationships.

It has been happening for the past one month and may last for the next 4 months or so.

It would most probably affect me for quite some time.

And it seemed that it just cant be stopped.

I need a break. Perhaps I need some calming pills.
Sometimes.. it can get quite sucky to grow up.

Nevertheless... its better to move on... than to stay in my nut shell again...
I tell myself to lead a better and happier life...
No... I shouldnt look back ever again.

Just Xuan blabbering @ Wednesday, October 04, 2006